그렇다

난 애가 고의적으로 막았다고 생각한다.
욕하고 싶지는 않고
하지만 좀 씁쓸해지는 거다.
그래서 욕해봤자 뭔 소용이 있냐는 거다.
사실을 알기를 두려워하지만
오해하는거라고 믿고 싶어서 슬프다

있자너 어짜피 그런거다
괜찮다

진짜 괜찮은지는 모르겠다
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when I saw Rose and Eun-Jun's blog

They often write really long post about one subject

But I can't really write such a long note.

Maybe that's because they are more patient and tenacious than I am;;

It is matter of personality.

Then I think I will never get accustomed to using this blog.

G-blog is so inconvinient in many ways compared to other blogs that is avaliable in Korean Portal sites.

If it were not for Rose, I would not have made this blog.

But then... Rose seems to be too busy to visit this site...

It is quite evident that writing dairy in English is not really helpful for improving English.

So I can see that all the effort and time I have wasted to make this blog was just another lame excuse for me to get away from my duty of studying.